probably wasn’t the “mature” thing to do but i deleted my ex from fb because he keeps writing about that woman and i don’t feel like reading them (even when i blocked notifications). I really want to talk with him but it’s awfully painful and i hate everything right now.
finally after years complaining, i finished the vengeance trilogy and if you haven’t done it yourself i highly suggest you to do it so
cherry on top: i’ve just burnt two knuckles
this week will be great
i don’t like that my therapy appointments are so sporadic because i have the bad luck to be on the edge of killing someone/me when i’m a week away of it and by that time i’ld probably solve the issue under my own means and most of the time it’s not the right way.
on the day her father died she didn’t even cry
on the day her father died she almost felt alive
on the day her father died i could see it in her eyes
i never asked her why
Ghost in the Addict ~ amphigouri
i can’t unplant the seed
this thing you left inside of me
i don’t know what to do
the stain on my heart is shaped like you
Ghost in the Addict ~ Amphigouri
Listen/purchase: amphigouri (acoustic) by ghost in the addict
the worst about loving someone and not being loved in return is the fact that the other part loves someone who you know are playing with them and you cannot do nothing because that’s love.
Sincerely i wish to die and/or be brave enough to end it all every day at least for 2 hours, it’s part of the “i’m getting better” thing i don’t do anything physically anymore to destroy myself but the wish lingers there suffocating me and it’s scary how sometimes i feel it stronger than the wish of getting better.
so 2 out of 3 from the vengeance trilogy
my sister went out so i’m ready for Oldboy
having my sister here involves watching too many romantic movies,we’re watching Timer (on pause since she is taking a shower).
i wish the world could see the stupidly hilarious way i found for blogging at my bedroom
Years and years i’ve thought about it, now it’s time to at least start the vengeance trilogy.